"world of silence (1)"      acrylic and graphite on cotton
      90 x 80 cm
     "world of silence (2)"      graphite on cotton
      60 x 45 cm
     "world of silence (3)"      graphite on transparent polyester
      50 x 40 cm
            "a world of silence"
        Upon waking the first thing I see,
        Will be a face
        And the words coming out of my mouth will be
        “Where am I?”.
        No one will know how to answer,
        Because I am not anywhere,
        I have stopped existing.
        “And who the fuck is she?”
        Pointing at the mirror I recognise my own face.
        But I will not know who I am,
        I have forgotten the words.
        No one answers,
        Because they have forgotten.
        The things we use to describe anything
        Have become obsolete.
        I have entered a world of silence,
        Where no words can be spoken, written or read.
        We will be mute,
        Except for me.
        But I am not there.
        How do these words form in my head,
        Yet fail to leave my mouth?
        Even when they do,
        They seem wrong and not the ones I intended to use.
        I have lost choice
        And freedom of speech.
     "margins, borders and boundaries"      installation at nest, den haag
      during searching for oneself outside.
            "these (s)words"      
these (s)words have become obsolete      
these pieces of metal that were once
      piercing, crushing and deadly,
      now have become rusted and blunt.
      they lost their shine,
      they lost their aim.
     
however,
      we can bend the ruless,
      melt them down
      and create new ones.
     
while they never truly vanish from existence,
      they are replaced
      and develop into newer,
      more precise weapons.
     "these (s)words"      graphite on paper
      76 x 56 cm
     "margins"      graphite on paper
      25,5 x 19,5 cm
     "can we exist among chaos?"      graphite on paper
      56 x 38 cm
     "in the folds"      graphite on paper
      14,5 x 21 cm
     "i might just--"      graphite on cotton
      9 x 11 cm
     "the inside of a pommegranate" (sold)      graphite on paper
      16,5 x 15 cm
     "an ornate fantasy"      graphite on paper
      21 x 14,5 cm